Dear Rich, Episode #14

                                                                          April 2, 2023


Dear Rich,


  First of all, Happy, Happy Birthday!  I am beyond devastated that I cannot call and talk to you today. I hope you were able to take the day off and either relax, and/or recover from last night. We just had our clothing exchange. Every Sunday. So we got to go outside and experience sunlight for a few minutes. I am currently waiting in the phone line to call Kylie Koo. 19 Days until court. I’m starting to get stressed and scared, but trying to stay positive and hopeful. I think I’m just a little extra down today, knowing that it’s your special day and I’m stuck in here without being able to talk to you. It’s OK – hopefully this will be the last birthday we have to spend apart.


  Just did my work out. I try to do at least a series of push-ups, squats, and sit ups daily to maintain my girlish figure so I won’t be completely out of whack the next time you see me. Lol. I was just talking to Erica and she always makes me feel so much better. She assured me that my lips were in fact still huge and to think my lucky stars I had them refilled before my arrival here. She was the medicine I needed to cure my sadness this morning. I couldn’t get through to Koo for some reason – so I’ll get back in line and make another attempt. I got through to Koo! Yay – Erica and Kylie, both in one day… Double the pleasure and double the fun. My heart feels as full as it can get today.💕 


  When I woke up this morning, and was feeling kind of down, this particular song kept coming into my head. As the day progressed, the song kept repeating itself over and over again. I promise you that I was not a did not saying it out loud, because just thinking about it was making me emotional. Had do IWhen I woke up this morning, and was feeling kind of down, this particular song kept coming into my head. As the day progressed, this song kept repeating itself over and over again. I promise you that I was not and did not sing it out loud, because just thinking about it was making me emotional. Had I actually sung out the lyrics, I would’ve for sure been an overflowing waterfall. Then the strangest thing. Je-Shawn started singing the same song out loud!!! It was a really crazy moment for me. The tears started welling up in my eyes, but I decided to take it as a sign that you were somehow here with me. So I wipe my tears away and came in right on cue for the next part of the song. Then it was like magic… A few other people joined in and then there were like 10 to 12 of us singing the Chorus. (It’s a pretty well known song) . The lyrics couldn’t be more perfect for our current situation; “ ain’t no Mountain high enough, ain’t no valley, low enough, ain’t no river, wide enough, to keep me from getting to you babe!” Even though it feels like there are mountains, valleys, and rivers between us, I know that we both know we will always be there and find each other. No matter what. Happy birthday my love. I miss you with every fiber and me and just know that you’re with me for every second of every day. Play the song. And think of me. It’s been on repeat in my head all day, and I have no intention of shutting it off anytime soon. I love you so much. A hundred kisses…xoxo 

“From that day on, I made a vow, I’ll be there when you want me, someway, somehow.” 


Love Always, 


Sean ❤️ POP TART 

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